Love shows itself in mysterious ways, sometimes it isn't what we expected.
Sometimes it is mutual, yet seeming impossible. Once we give our heart to someone,
our happiness is partially out of our hands and we can only trust the other person
to work with you towards a common goal.

Once you've been broken, love seems impossible for sure.
Like if you let yourself me happy for a moment, something bad will happen
and you're back to point zero, so you keep yourself from taking a chance.

But the truth is, we have so many excuses...
"I feel deeply for you, but..."
That "but" is our excuse, our limitation, and it truly keeps us from being happy,
taking chances and makes us give up.
We want to be with someone, but we're so scared of opening up to someone else,
that we'd rather live apart, longing for something we're afraid to take..

"We met, we talked and it was epic. But then the sun came up and reality set in. Well this is reality, right here."
- "The night of the Comet", The Vampire Diaries.

The little pleasures in life :)

The way to my heart

Give me a flower you've found the road,

without any special reason.

Sit up with me when I can not sleep,

and caress my back for a while.

Give me a blanket when the night gets cold,

and let's play a game.

A cup of chocolate warms more than you think,

when you are making it for me.

Give me a compliment when I dress up for you,

let me feel beautiful and delicate.

Hold my hand when we are out,

so everyone can see you're mine..

There is no formula, no nut to crack,

no magic words you must say.

My happiness consists only of tiny pleasures,

that costs so little to give.

That's how you'll find your way to my heart,

it is not a difficult road.

A little kindness, a little love everyday,

then is my heart open for you!

Makeover.. in more than one way!

Now that I am on my summerbreak from uni and have nothing but time on my hands, I've decided to give my blog a bit of a makeover and actually spend more time on it! About time! ;)
Plus I actually have some things to write about this time, thanks to my amazing trip to Jordan with the university this summer! I've had "summerbreak" since march now since I am changing course to hebrew, and believe it or not, one actually can get too much time off! I am really excited about going back to uni and get started again. The first two weeks of my time off, since I didn't have to attend class or exams, were nice but it soon started to get boring. (Who would have thought I'd say that? :O ) So from being an nearoriental archeology student, I will now become a hebrew student!
When I was in Jordan I realised that I wanted to work with inscriptions, since we had no insciption expert with us and I've always been interested in languages and writing, so from now on I'll try to learn as many languages as possible, and add selective class that fit with that later on.
Funny how a little thing can determine what someone else decides to do with their future, but I really think that this is what I want to do, though it took me quite some time to figure it out.

Anyway, enough for now - got stuff to do so the Jordan trip telling has to wait till another day!